empowered

Recording and singing the hymns has empowered me.

It's set me free and made me feel it's easy to share my music. I actually want to.

It feels like it takes me out of the equation somehow. I'm just the voice.

I can sing them with my whole heart and mean every word I say but it is not about me.

It's not about me.

That must be why it feels freeing.

That must be why when I post it on Facebook I don't cringe.

That must be why I'll just tell people they should down load it because it's a great song.

As a mother I love to nourish and nurture my children. It was easy and wonderful when they were nursing babies. Oh, to hear and see my baby gulping down my milk!  I knew I was creating and feeding them food that was nourishing. 

I still love seeing them eat healthy food. It's not as easy these days though! 

Sometimes I have to be creative.

I told Gwenyth that if she ate salmon it would make her a better swimmer.

At the time she had a big crush on her swim teacher Brandon.

She went from a typical 4 year old who didn't like fish to a child who could eat as much salmon as me.

I think it is just a part of me to want to feed, teach, nourish, love and advise those in my circle of influence….even when I know I do it imperfectly.

Recording and singing the hymns makes me feel as if I've made a very nutritious meal. 

A meal that will energize and even heal. It makes me feel like I get to serve it up and spoon feed it. 

It thrills my mother heart.

I know all of our eternal spirits recognize truth. Not always on a conscious level but I know our spirits always recognize the truth. 

When I sing the hymns I know I'm speaking truth. Not just my truth or the truth as I see it through my certain perspective of experience and bias,

 but the actual truth.

I love the truth.

 I want to seek the truth, I want to speak the truth, I want to BE the truth.

THE END